Just need to write

Sometimes when I am just sitting here...I have this crazy desire to type or write something! It will have little importance, but at the same time...how can it mean so much to me that I need to write it? This is very random but this is where I am putting such stuff I feel the need to vent out o.o

Why are there things stuck on the mind we can never explain? People say its cause we are human but we are all not human...no matter how much humanity says we are =/ I just wish sometimes...stuff could be simpler.

i love to write poetry.. so i thought this would be the place to put it? lol
I'm in this deep dark whole.
and I'm fighting for my life.
With no where else to go,
i realize what lies below.
This hell I'm going through.
will double and won't amend.
I start to think as i ascend,
to the darkness and more pain, of all things.
Who am i to fight for what I believe?
When no one has the time to listen.
no one will care to grieve.
They have killed me too many times for them to even think.
I'm scared of who I am, and what I'll do to get out.
All I can do is hope,
But my body is full of doubt.
There is nothing else to do but cope.
In this land, I'm the clout,
and I've been hit too many times to count.

=D it's not my best 1 but I'm getting better each time i write.. so what do u guys think?

one i wrote just now (:
Sufficating

Sufficated.
In need of you..
Gone with the air,
Like death to scare.
Closing eyes.
Burning Flesh.
The heart only has so many spies.
but i don't care.
When i am with yu i feel our love being shared.
between two people, two lovers in the past,
I want to see your face, but time has gone too fast.
I see your dying smile, in which replaced by mine,
in need of your enduring glow, the sparkle of your shine.
my tired eyes can't hold any more.
My bleeding heart can't cry any longer.
The hope of us has gone by.. like sleep in a fearful night.
Turn around,
I see u in sight,
U smile and thats my cue.
and it too, fades, that image i always knew.
These screams are too loud,
To painful to be heard.
When i am with yu i want to know it's true.
that you are screaming too.
more afraid than i'd ever been.
till brushed me that dawn did.
Across the mourning sky,
Tears falling from my,
Blazing red tired eyes,
blinded by heaven's meloncholy.
The stars now dull with fright.
weak from a deadly fight,
with you, For you, Beside you.
Needing the Truth,
fearing no voice will come.
The Softest of skies.
in which You are no longer.
Death caught up to these lies.
water holds no more cries.
Sufficated.
In need of you...
Gone with the air,
like death to scare.
Closing my eyes,
it's gripping my soul.
my burning flesh,
releasing a hole.
You,
And Me,
Breath.
Being sufficated,
No longer.
No longer.

how is it? anything i need to work on? o.o

dude i need to start writting again o-o i havnt wrote in sooooo long and people used to tell me i was really good.

u r good o.o

I have barely wrote in ever tho dude o-o i need to sit down and try sometime again

I usually just write to write. its not that hard for me.. you know?

its not hard for me either when there is something to write about but i guess you could consider it writters block?

haha gotta love writers block.. :Po

not at alll

haha =) writers block is sometimes ocures bc you are bored of trying to do the same idea.. i guess this just goes with books but oh well. So write something new, then later come back to your old book and you will hopefully be out of it. that's wat i do o.o

Eh i just think mine is cause im looking for something more =/

yeah :\ well i wish u luck? lol

haha luck just writting passion kicks in again sooooonnn

lol :Pi